I don't know when I will ever be ready again but I guess when the opportunity presents itself to me, I will be fully prepared and ever ready to embrace it.
The thought of it grips me with a little fear and apprehension. Do I have to repeat the same mistake and let down my guard, only to realise that I have been foolish and naive? And then sink bottom down again? Arrrggh.
The first 2 days of school have been pretty okay. It's just the mad rush from lesson to lesson because most of my lessons are back to back. And it's hard to instill passion for music in the boys because boys being boys, the only things on their mind are food and sports. I just cannot tolerate boys who are rude and disrespectful!!