Only one person calls me "Michelle" in that really special way- "Mer- Shell". It can be rather hilarious but it's also affectionate.
I feel that I can be myself in front of you and not be self-conscious. And also wanting to be by your side always and wishing that time wouldn't pass so quickly.
I don't know how to sort out my feelings because there's always bound to be a grey area. But nonetheless, I really treasure your friendship alot at this point in time and I would never want anything to devastate this awesome bond between us both.