Friday, September 07, 2007, 5:22 PM
Ok, I shall just update a bit on how my week or should I say the days have been.
Time is really flying by so fast, I remembered in JC, time seemed to crawl by but in uni, the time just seems to sail by and before I know it, it has been a month of lessons for me in NUS. And truth be told, things on the academic side have not been going too well for me. I don't know why, like the stuff that is being taught to me seems too advanced for me to understand at face level, and it's really worrying. What's worse is that I put aside time to revise my stuff and I have already cut down on alot of social stuff but still!! I can't understand almost everything to do with programming, and we are already 4 chapters into the textbook. And some of my Math concepts are still pretty shaky. Haa. Really need alot of time to absorb and to try and understand.
Those people who said that A Levels was the worst exams ever in our whole education path and that uni exams would be much easier are just so WRONG!! If I had the chance, I would do A levels all over again rather than uni studies.
Thing I am happy about is that I have made new friends, so at least I am not by myself in any of the classes. Yay =) And I am really happy to be in CSS, at least I know that I will have a firm group of friends from this CCA =) Thanks for all the help that you guys have given me!! =)
And I managed to meet up with some friends whom I had not seen for some time. Was really happy to meet up with Dency last Weds, Dillon on Sat and Vivien today. I miss you all very much. And it was good to hear Brandon's voice again and have our little conference after what seemed like a really long time. Going to meet up with some other friends at least once a week.
Yup I will definitely make time for all my friends. =)
2 months seem like an all right time. In this period of time, anything and everything can happen. If you know me, I hate waiting, be it waiting for the bus to come or waiting for my turn to buy food etc. But I know that patience is a virtue, and that some things are worth waiting for. So I'll use this time to really think about what I really want, and to see how strong my resolve is. In the meantime, I am keeping my options open. But I really hope that no matter what happens, things will remain as nicely as they are. =)
You know that I'll always ask you that question. And you will always ask me that question. But my answer to that everyday will always be the same =)
Song lyrics from Dreams by the Cranberries- they just struck something in me..
And then I open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be
I want more (impossible to ignore)
And they'll come true (impossible not to do)
And now I tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
You're what I couldn't find
A totally amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me
All my life
Is changing everyday
In every possible way
And all my dreams
It´s never quite as it seems
Because you´re a dream to me
