Monday, August 06, 2007, 4:29 PM
It’s so funny, how one can be so emotionally attached to a certain someone or to a certain thing, and how nostalgic it can be when one recalls all the memories of having that thing or all the times spent with that person. And how hard it is to let go and move on. Nobody can ever let go completely and move on, for memories will linger on and old feelings will never die. And even when someone or something new comes by, it’s imperative that they will be compared to the old thing for they will never seem to measure up to the old thing, and one will tend to put up barricades around each other and not be able to open up completely and give a shot at new opportunities and a new life. Haa. All I will say at this point in time is that I look to the future with optimism and I am hopeful for the things to come, for if something is destined, it will happen, and God wants to give me, he will give it to me. In short, what is meant to be yours will be yours.
This weekend was really nostalgic for me, it brought back a tirade of memories and I guessed I was really sentimental towards all my besties. I felt rushes of affections towards them at times and just miss them lor. I guess it’s cos I know that me and my besties may not always be together, so I’d better appreciate all the times that I have with them. So sad. I know that my besties felt the same way too. Haa.
And I am truly blessed to have so many friends around me, and to have people to tide through new experiences with me etc. And I realize that all my friends will always be there for me. It’s like we don’t have to talk much, sometimes when we go out we can be quiet for some periods of time but we just simply enjoy the company. And I know that I can trust these people with my life for I know that they will always be there for me to dig me out of whatever troubles I am in, or simply just lend me support whenever I need it. Thanks to all my friends. I love you all very much!!!
This week was a pretty crazy week. Bidding for modules made me really stressful. And on Monday, Bonnie, Livia and I went to Nikita’s house for a farewell dinner. We ended up staying there till 12 plus and taking lotsa crazy photos. I am gonna miss you so much Nik! All the best for your overseas studies!
And then on Thurs, I went out with my SP! Haha Joshua was really fun to talk to, too bad it was a short 3 hours that we could spend with each other. And he kept bluffing me on a lot of things! FYI, he’s not an Indian, he’s mixed! Haha we definitely have the chemistry cos we can keep talking and talking. And I really enjoyed myself a lot. He was the 2nd guy I met ( 1st one is your bf, Sarah ;) ) who brings a camera wherever he goes and actually loves to take pictures! Haha this is a picture of us taken using my hp. =)
