Sunday, July 23, 2006, 2:51 PM
TITLE: kelvin the lagger
haha on fri went to town with sam,kel and marcus and they were late again in watching a movie. and poor me! went to eat lunch with them for only half an hour b4 they had to rush off. LOL. that kel la. take so long for his math remedial. anyway, marcus and I are going to jack him during math tutorials. ms chua will check that he does his homework all the time and will answer all her questions! LOL. that's what u get for messing with us! LOL. and marcus and kel are besties but on fri they seemed to have a cold war. really weird.
today i had such a bad dream that i woke up at 6am plus with tears running down my face. really weird, considering that im never affected by my dreams and never had such traumatising ones. i dreamt that me, my 2nd sis and bro were running down this aisle of alley shops and there was this horrible woman who was a snake charmer and she set a snake on us,and I was shouting, "run! run!" and i was crying and somehow i knew that we wont make it. and we really didnt. we died and 3 of us were like ghosts, living among the dead. it was so surreal and so sad that i actually cried. is it cos i din want to die? or that i was so scared? or worried for my silblings? i seriously dunno. it was bad. i never want to have such dreams again.
then today went to tutor this pr2 kid who's a slow learner. was a liitle irritated cos she's always so distracted and all that. but it was worth it. she was so sweet, she drew a heart and wrote, " i love you, michelle. " and smiled at me. that gave me such a warm feeling.it really felt good.i'll be more patient, and continue to learn from this mentoring experience.
common tests results sux.studied so hard n did worse.got my 1st F for bio. and it sux cos time and again, the subject that i worked the hardest for did the worst.but 2 things cheered me up la.won this $80 canmake hamper from this cleo mag contest. then lester invited me to his bday party. so that pretty much made me feel better. and hemma, my classmate cheered me up too. PE on thurs too! such a theraputic effect.
going to piang super hard for prelims. god's grace must be with me.
so many things have happened. im feel blessed and grateful to god for letting me be able to share my joys and sorrows with such good people. thank you, god. i love you.
