Tuesday, February 15, 2005, 6:15 PM
Aiyah..Spend so much time editing my blog already..my sis kept nagging at me cos she said I was hogging the computer. Whatever la. Anyway..I m so scared cos the O level results are like coming out soon..I really hope that I can stay in NJ. I have made so many friends and I've familarised myself with the school already..I even had a nightmare about my results..I think the worse thing that could happen would be if my L1R5 aggregrate missed by 1 or 2 points then I can't stay in NJ!! Sob...feeling so scared now.. Anyway, at least my crush L know my name and we've become friends. I think that I was v brave to tell him my true feelings. It was kindda awkward but we managed to hit it off and talk..Yesterday we like msg alot..I m gonna exceed my SMS limit soon man..L is so nice..He's a buddhist and he's around the same height as me? He said I was tall..Haha.. U c, he doen't noe how I look like..So today..I saw him at the bus stop and I was like flagging my bus and he saw me and I was like hi! Haha..So happy that he finally know how I look like..
Then yesterday..was like msg so much.. haha..He's reallly nice..but I hope I didn't come off as despo..cos i m not..Today..my class like pissed our math tr. Our Math tr is Mr Chin and he's a really nice guy..He's very patient and tolerant but today he lost his cool so we must have really angered him. He was writing some notes on the board and we were waiting for him to finish and explain and guess wat? Ok, 1st I sit in the 2nd row with 2 gals and 2 guys and 4 guys sit in the 1st row. We are v guai and dun make much noise. But while he was writing stuff, the last row(all girls) were like talking so loudly, laughing..even singing..they made the most noise and it was like kind of noisy..the guys in the 3rd row were ok.. It was quite disruptive..And then Mr Chin finished..then he said he had 2 choices: 1 was to stay and finish., the other was to leave. He actually piced the 2nd choice! He said we had to invite him back for d next tutorial..And he left the classroom, banging the door really loudly..I felt very sad and irritated..cos he's really a nice guy..sigh..
Anyway, V day yesterday was really sweet for me..Made 2 new friends..and got chocs from Fadhli. He gave all the gals this nice red card..Louis gave all the gals roses..Caleb gave all the gals chocs..Xiaohui and Lung and Kelvin gave candies..Grace gave me this really nice thing that she made..Got others too..real nice of them..Thanks guys and gals! Anyway, my angel gave me chocs but I know who it is cos I guessed from the handwriting..So not that fun already..
Lastly, I had cultural mapping to do on Mon..kindaa last min..I planned to go for softball but I went to NYGH at the last min. I went to find Elsa, Capt of the team to explain. She was reluctant to let me go..and she was unhappy..but I think it is kind of unfair..cos at least I have the courtesy to tell her I m not going and I had a proper reason. Some pple pon CCA cos they dun feel like going and they just wanna go home.. So at least I had the courtesy to do so. Then as I was talking to Elsa, I saw L..but at that time we didn't know each other so I was like pretending not to look at him if not my whole face would have turned red. Haha.. Glad we got to know each other now.
My index finger still hurts..sigh..scared I would hurt it more during softball trg..
