Sunday, January 30, 2005, 5:02 PM
Using my bro's tablet pc.. feels weird typing my blog entry..anyway..just realised that my hair..the spilt ends quite bad..so I had to use some hair serum thingee to make it better..And due to stress, my face's complexion has worsened..Oh dear..I do sound whiny and vain... Because I was stressed..I ended up bingeing on lotsa chocolates and junk food and new yr goodies..I practically stuffed my face with food... So I feel kindda guilty now..all the fats in my body...
Anyway..just chatted with my cousin online..She migrated 2 Australiaand sounds like she is laeding a carefree life. Not v stressful..She even got her own surfer board! And she's only 14! Wow...Anyway, I bought a new pair of shoes! The laces r pink and they r so pretty! Haha..And I bought a blue bag too, which I thot looked ok. But my sis says they look v ah lian..Whatever...
I didn't go for class party yesterday. Kindda regret cos it seemed really fun. Then this scholar in my class asked me y he was not well liked in the class and I didn't noe wat 2 say..so I just kept queit..No offence..But I was beginning to dislike him..And that is bad! Cos I already dislike some1 in the class! I've been trying to like evry1 but it's hard la..That scholar can b quite xtra sometimes. Like for instance, he just butts into conversations when some of us r talking..or he just makes some annoying comments... Like for instance..I said that 1 of the guys' pe shirts was quite prominent cos it's red and he just butted in, saying, " Y a! Mine too! I m wearing orange! " It was quite irritating.. REally quite extra..My dislike has been growing stronger..I've been trying hard to curb it..The person I dislike..is quite an insincere person. He/She seems to suck up to pple and seems to b a backstabber...and makes annoying comments...
Quite pai seh.. Today I got adrian ee's no and I thot it was adrian lim's no. So I happily msg the guy n we seemed to get along quite well..until he told me he was not the adrian I was looking for..Oh well..At least he's not a pervert or anything.He seemed to be quite fuuny and quite nice.. Both adrians r scholars in NJ and pple often get mixed up w their names. Haha... At least I have made new friends lor..
I just realised that usually the guys I like r modelled after my Msian cousin, Jonathan. He's really good looking, smart, funny, sporty..smiley..etc..And L is like him..in terms of looks and likeness..Oh well...
Hmm..I wish that my parents would stop treating me like a 12 yr old..Like they restrict wat I do and I feel that I dun have enough freedom. For instance, when I go on the net, sometimes they wld check to see wat I m doing..They think that chatting on MSN is like chatting in chatrooms! I feelreally caged up..They also dun allow me to sleepover at my friends'hse until I m 21. That is so suffocating! And like on Fri, I went to eat at Swensens and they made alot of noise...They expected us to eat at coffeeshop or sth...Arrgh...
My sis is such a freeloader..28 this yr..still living off my parents..already got a bf..still dun wanna get married.. And she is so irritating! And her bf is so ugly..a toad is more handsome...u look at him..wanna puunch him..it's true! At least I look forward to sch and CCA. Makes me feel better.
